I LOVE YOU

Your 25th birthday is coming up in a few days Adam. How I wish I could hug you in person and see your beautiful smile and eyes as I tell you Happy Birthday. Instead, I will go to your resting spot at the cemetery. Can I just tell you how difficult it is to have to visit you there? I love going, but I hate it at the same time. I want you to answer me when I talk to you. I want to hear your voice, listen to your beautiful laugh, and look into those brown eyes. I know I will see you again, you know how impatient I am though. It is difficult to wait. 25. So young. 23 when you left us. So so young baby brother. It still only hurts when I breathe. You are on my mind each and waking hour. I miss you immensely. I will love you and miss you forever and a day.